NoiCl

i'm not here.

i'm here...

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Today is a bad day indeed.

First things first, our most caring and understanding teacher, dear Miss Kong is leaving us. I can't afford to lose her, who is going to motivate me if not her? Tears filled my eyes, i stopped myself from crying because i will look like a pabbo. Next, i received my results. Whatever la, i wasn't conditionally promoted, but i suck. I'm always the most stupid person in my class, i think among my friends. I'm just super duper, bodoh. Thirdly, i have to do a speech, and i haven't even start on it yet. I need a tutor, really. Came home with a bad news, mom told me something. It just pulled me down ever harder, i didn't even know what to do. I need someone's shoulders for me to lean on, but i have none. And i have an attempt to do something, but i didn't, something stopped me. But, i swear, i didn't read anything. Just think whatever you want about me. I basically don't care anymore. Because, the same things will happen again, but to a different person, that person is me. History is repeating itself, just in a different scene.

Anyway, went to JP, with apeepa redz. We talked a lot. Talked about things we can't share with anybody, so just between the two of us. An incident happened in JP, terrible. However, we talked about serious stuff too. Deep conversation. Thanks yea feefa. Night.

burn this world.

Haha. Okay, i'm not referring to anybody la. Don't perasan!

Netball was super tough, but with all my girls there, it was superb!

Noi: Eh, asl?

Someone: *with stupid minah's gestures* ROMPAK AAHHH.....

Noi: ah? kk

This thing happened a few weeks ago, but it became an inside joke for us. Ficar, jom rompak ah!

Sleepy. Happy. Sad. Lesbian loves. And..much much more.

Hi, i just received a text message from dearest apeepa redz. Going jogging later in the evening. Yes kirawan, i'm taking breaks between intervals. So, don't worry. Haha. Super boring today. Going out tomorrow. Hope it will be hell of a fun day. I don't wish to go to school on monday, spa stuff.

Yesterday, cousin joined us last minute. She needed to find her prom dress. The theme was simply elegant. It was nice, it cost $$$. I wonder what i will wear for ours next year. Simply chic.

I'm happy today. Elated, satisfaction. Oh yes. I was happy last night, i am serious. Oh myy. I am now at my sister's office. Friendly people here. I do nothing, me and my mp3. Woke up at 6 in the morning. I felt someone hit me on the head, well, brother accidentally kicked me. He slept beside me, i didn't know. Going shopping later, i'll make sis broke. Heh

Tired of school.

Tired of studying.

Tired of netball.

.....Though the girls never fail to make me smile. Each and everyone of them.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY asyraf!

Ana jay's stupid convos.

Dee: Alahh, nanti aku bawak kereta ah

Noi: Biar betul? Kau bawak kereta jer orang tak nampak! Nanti aku cakap, eh, "Dee! Mane kau!"

Dee: Kurang ajar kau!!

Noi: Kalau aku 'pen', kau 'dek', jadi ape?

Dee: Bodek

Noi: Bodoh eh kau? Pendek laaa.

Lol. I hate my results. Whatever ehh. Its sad seeing the hottest supporting Jaebeom, even in Singapore. How cool. I didn't know that before. Nevermind.

Went jogging. I plan to run six rounds everyday. According to the track's distance, its 400m. Six rounds is equal to 2.4km. 2.4km everyday, is gooooood. Heh. Whatever.

I had a weird dream just now, and its about old pretty boy. I have seen the dream before. You used to say, "kawan baik kan" and a smile. Yeah, you said that. And i woke up, i miss you.

Hmmmm....

Its disappointing. I make excuses to hide my disappointment. Its that you now? Self-centred? Then, i don't know who you are.